Sunday, April 8, 2007

Sinking

I have this horrible feeling deep in the pit of my stomach. I got out of the shower and suddenly had an "Oh, shit. Something is terribly wrong" moment. And I haven't been able to shake it all day. I hate getting feelings like this because too often I'm right. But knowing that something is wrong isn't any use if I don't know what it is. It's killing me, and there's nothing I can do about it. Someone will call if something serious has happened to one of my friends or family, I'm sure. I hope. And calling everyone I know only bums people out and makes them think I'm nuts. I hate feeling so helpless.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I doubt it was me since we only know each other in passing, but it was a real bad day for me. It happened to be my 39th birthday too.
I was looking at the damage some big branches had done to my roof. One branch was sticking up out of my roof like a flagpole. I was pulling the branches off the roof when I slipped and fell backwards off the ladder. Six feet down onto all the thick branches I had tossed on the ground. Boom! I spent hours at the ER getting checked out. Luckily I only have some bruised ribs. I also have a hole in my roof (and we're getting 8" of snow here Thursday!) and my car needs over $700 in work. Ugh.

Holly said...

Well, I may not know ya as well as I know most of the other people I worry about, but I like ya better than some of them. =)
Sucks that you had such a shitty day.